What Im listening to.

http://shadyvilledjs.net/cudi

everything declines.

Everything in general. Health, friendships. Family. Is this a fact of life; or something we can taint, alter or delete in some fashion? Each day/hour/minute I waste pining on whats going wrong or whats not happening right in my life is another period wasted. What can one do to eradicate such feelings. Self-deterioration is slow moving, and mind-altering. It wil grasp your wrist and not allow you to slither away without taking something thats so important to you, you wish you could grasp onto it and not let it go. Its too late, times up. Already gone. Or is it? Could i of done something different? Could I of not given in to such a negative mindset and sense of self pity? Or am i venting and not allowing this void to win? All questions I want answered. Now. Why waste another minute waiting for someone to answer me, why not find it oneself. What have i always been looking for? What is it? Its you. Your essence.

wasted. memories. fading.

gone.

everything declines. Meanwhile, i slow the process.

please dont...

gone