What Im listening to-2

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You.

Know whom you are,

know what you want,

its not me your looking for,

regardless.

previous actions,

deemed as my downfall,

everything's different now,

regardless.

2:58 am

thought processes,

slowed by substances,

the task at hand is arduous,

dont rush us.

minds racing,

hearts beating,

shaking.

i cant believe this is happening,

i cant believe who im facing.

fact or fiction,

form your own opinions,

praying i have everyone,

hoping,

wishing.

What Im listening to.

http://shadyvilledjs.net/cudi

everything declines.

Everything in general. Health, friendships. Family. Is this a fact of life; or something we can taint, alter or delete in some fashion? Each day/hour/minute I waste pining on whats going wrong or whats not happening right in my life is another period wasted. What can one do to eradicate such feelings. Self-deterioration is slow moving, and mind-altering. It wil grasp your wrist and not allow you to slither away without taking something thats so important to you, you wish you could grasp onto it and not let it go. Its too late, times up. Already gone. Or is it? Could i of done something different? Could I of not given in to such a negative mindset and sense of self pity? Or am i venting and not allowing this void to win? All questions I want answered. Now. Why waste another minute waiting for someone to answer me, why not find it oneself. What have i always been looking for? What is it? Its you. Your essence.

wasted. memories. fading.

gone.

everything declines. Meanwhile, i slow the process.

please dont...

gone