i like to:

litter

interrupt

corrupt

squeeze by

steal

take the easy way out

all the while; being the best person i can be.

1 month in.../transferred from paper. 5-6-10

....and i couldn't be happier.

peaks and valleys cannot describe the amount of turmoil we have conquered.

LIES, malicious acts and outright disregard all add to the prestige of what we represent,

it is us who still stand;

everyday i am more aware,

more certain, that it is not a coincidence your still here.

i cherish this thought-

as i do you.

POOSH

Never have i fealt as compelled as i do right now to write something down.

your essence and thoughts invoke in me a sense of warmth and love that i want to just get out.

sometimes not being able too creates such angst,jealousy, and despair i do not know how to escape/

right now all i want is to look into your eyes and show you.

show you just how much you make me better. The beautiful thing is you are so unaware at how much you affect cjtuttle.

i thank you for showing me how to love:

UNCONDITIONALLY.

On the Pursuit of happiness

to be or not to be.

something to be desired.

spurrned onward by thoughts of regret,

knowing is love unknowing is anxiety

something

everyone,

wants no part of.

stay away from

I

you

until we meet again.

wrote this for you.

Inspiration comes in all shapes and sizes,

sending the hands of my clock winding backwards,

whether jubilant or grave,

the thought of us is awe-inspiring.

excuse my wishful thinking,

we are made perfect by design,

or you are,

i'm a product of my environment,

a place i wish you were.

Inbox: 10:35PM August 16th 2009

"No. Look I dont like you. I dont trust you. I shouldnt be talking to you im sorry. Im not that kind of girl to lead someone on so im going to stop. Good luck."

as time goes on

ones supposed to become more comfortable or aware of what they have become or are becoming. I cannot fathom knowing someone so well, and then a day later not knowing they exist. Unfortunately some don't see things this way.