Wednesday, August 25, 2010

i like to:

squeeze by
take the easy way out

all the while; being the best person i can be.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

1 month in.../transferred from paper. 5-6-10

....and i couldn't be happier.
peaks and valleys cannot describe the amount of turmoil we have conquered.
LIES, malicious acts and outright disregard all add to the prestige of what we represent,
it is us who still stand;
everyday i am more aware,
more certain, that it is not a coincidence your still here.
i cherish this thought-
as i do you.

Friday, March 12, 2010


Never have i fealt as compelled as i do right now to write something down.
your essence and thoughts invoke in me a sense of warmth and love that i want to just get out.
sometimes not being able too creates such angst,jealousy, and despair i do not know how to escape/
right now all i want is to look into your eyes and show you.
show you just how much you make me better. The beautiful thing is you are so unaware at how much you affect cjtuttle.
i thank you for showing me how to love:

Monday, November 2, 2009

On the Pursuit of happiness

to be or not to be.
something to be desired.
spurrned onward by thoughts of regret,
knowing is love unknowing is anxiety
wants no part of.
stay away from
until we meet again.

Friday, August 21, 2009

wrote this for you.

Inspiration comes in all shapes and sizes,
sending the hands of my clock winding backwards,
whether jubilant or grave,
the thought of us is awe-inspiring.
excuse my wishful thinking,
we are made perfect by design,
or you are,
i'm a product of my environment,
a place i wish you were.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Inbox: 10:35PM August 16th 2009

"No. Look I dont like you. I dont trust you. I shouldnt be talking to you im sorry. Im not that kind of girl to lead someone on so im going to stop. Good luck."

Sunday, August 2, 2009

as time goes on

ones supposed to become more comfortable or aware of what they have become or are becoming. I cannot fathom knowing someone so well, and then a day later not knowing they exist. Unfortunately some don't see things this way.